The rains came back today. For the first time in close to four years, I walked around in cold grey drizzle. Deep inside of me, there is a place that only comes alive in the rain. A lot of my darker emotions are tied to this place. I don't mind when they surface, but it's hard for people around me to understand.
Darker doesn't mean depressed, either. It just means that it's not the laughing side of my personality; which I don't really like anyways. The laughing side is definitely not the funny side, either.
None of this really matters, I'm thinking about something else that has brought me down, but that I don't want to mention by name.
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